okay entry ni most about result. tahu kan dah habis exam? hahaha :D okay boleh dikatakan result mid term's veryy bad. VERY. okay tahu lah kan? tapi alhamdulilah no fail at all. lega :)
but still, more effort are needed. i'm invited for New South Wales University of Australia for mathmod test. ohemmgee. nervous gila. susah nya jangan cakap kay? test nya 26July. and dapat sijil. tu je yang aku nak sebenrnya, hahaha jk. okay, dekat sekolah ada futsal tournament for hari koperasi sekolah. and i decide to join it. heee takut okay! tapi tak apalah just for fun. nyehehe. Aida masuk 4K with me! awuuu. first dia dapat 4S and tetibe dah rezeki dia kan? i am batak macam tak pernah jumpa dia 13tahun. bye. hahaha :D birthday dia dah dekat ni. what to give what to give? ehmm. dia tu dah la suka benda pelik. aku pun tak berapa nak faham.
tadi deal untuk training futsal sbb our biggest enemy pun join jugak jadi competitor. so malu lah if kalah kan? hihii. tapi bila nak deal tu, semua mcm tahi anjing. okay dah cukup clear knyataan tu. sendiri ingat okay. aku punya bersemangat tak ingat dunia, but sorang sorang tak boleh. last last takpayah langsung! senang :p

next is... dd. aku gaduh dengan dia. again. again. penat k! :( semalam baru gelak sikit then gaduh. bila nak baik ni? aku sendiri tak faham kenapa. maybe sebab aku dah lama tak jumpa dia. hmm its my fault jugak kan? but bila aku plan elok je nak jumpa dia, last minute mesti tak jadi. ada je halangan. macam macam. ya allah,kenapa nii :'(
so aku sabar and terus merindui dan mencintainya sepenuh hati. ecehhh ayattt. puihh! okay tak lawak. now dd tak call. sms tadi kejap, gaduh lagi. so baik takpayah. dd tak call and msg at all now. i miss him ;( dia tak rindu aku ke? hmph ;(
okay its okay. kita dah 22 months sejak 12hb haritu. tapi... aku tak tahu kenapa sekarang we both da lain. kenapa.... hmm :'(

aku penat macam ni. aku ke yang salah? aku tak tahu. i'm not perfect. i do mistakes. so please do give and take. i am sorry for everything muhammad firdhous. i love you more. i know loving me ain't easy. hard-headed, and so on. we gotta be strong ;')

you know tonight is like pukiiiii because i didn't have my baby to turn me on. sorry for the curse. its not you. its me. goodnight. have a lovey dovey day, loves!