Monday, July 30, 2012
Ya Allah, rasa sakit sangat hati dengan Nadia tu. ugh. rasa nak tumbuk muka dia pls. memang tak ada perasaan langsung. Girl, one day you'll feel how i felt, pasti punya. tunggu jelah giliran kau, dah cakap elok elok, tak reti malu jugak. Go away pun susah sangat ke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Semakin hari, semakin melebih, i dont know what to call you, bcs i dont have the right to do so. so i respect you, but you dont respect me at all. siap buat walpaper gambar dd. sweet nak mampus lah k? K memang aku ni tunggul, sbb aku respect kau, and aku bukan jenis perempuan yang perang mulut je lebih. tapi semakin hari, kau semakin melebih, ya allah, memang menguji kesabaran. then pura2 baik, dah tahu third party tu salah sama sekali, tapi buat bodoh je. you know he is somebody's but hmm. aku taknak cakap apa2. this is holy month. semoga kau rasa. and cuba ada perasaan sikit. thanks, bye. f u
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Only Allah knows what i went through during Ramadhan. This precious month has shown a lot of things, how people, it teaches me not to believe anyone but yourself. Thank you Allah :')
I know You always heard me, and plan the best for me, I thank You for everything. this things, i only shared with Nurfatin Atikah binti Nordin, she knew how i felt..
She has given me a lot of opinion, and i accept it wisely. i dont know why i am so stupid for trusting everyone so quickly. Enough is enough. He broke my trust. and it can never be healed. Thats it. I just let things happen. I accept.. Ya Allah give me strength. i believe someone who has been betrayed, there is qada' and qadar. Time heal everything. I hold that.
Sunday, July 01, 2012
you know what that means in a relationship. nobody want that to happen. mungkin ini takdir tuhan for me. i accept it strongly. i thank God for her present. i finally realised and at least learned something. it hurts like motherfucker hurts, but yeah i'm fine. you know what i do? i hold back. everything. it is not my thing to like, burst everything to evryone. nah, i just did what i did those days. hold hold back as i could. Insyaallah. you know what my dream is? nak pergi Mekah. nak sangat, kalau ada duit nak sangat buat umrah anf feel the most calm situation and environment to be in this world. ada sesiapa nak bawak I tak? haha perasan. duit pun tak ada, ilmu pun tak cukup lagi. kalau ada okay gakkkk. hahah. joking, i just made tempura prawn, tapi still tak jadi and fed up this is my fifth attempt tau! urgh pastu terendam tangan dalam minyak. terbaik! bye assalamualaikum! :)