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hello, hai, hey, assalamualaikum all :D so much to talk in here. but i'll just summarise it k? hehe

first thing, RAYA. wehehe. first raya pergi rumah makcik, near kampung delek. then tengah hari or petang liddat, pergi Seremban. bali rumah popo, step grandma, and all relatives. dah malam mcm tu, balik Felda Jelai, masa tu sumpah dah penat. half-dead yknow? then terus tidur. peluk cium the twins, Arina and Amani. hehe then tidur. rumah atas for mens only. so aku tidur rumah bawah. aku tidur dekat hall. perempuan lain semua dalam bilik. hehehe. aku, scha and Aina dekat hall. then pagi tu, ya allah sejuknya -____- amik kau aku terus mandi. hahaha then dah siang, yang lelaki semua amik nombor nak mandi. dah lah bilik air satu je. hahaha padan! semua lunch ramai2. seronok habis! aku suka sangat duduk felda. then next day, dah balik ;[ huuuuu. raya ke-4 and 5. pergi raya dengan the girls. best! heheh. tapi tak berapa nak ramai. so much thing happened. tapi seronok lah. then pergi raya rumah boyfriend.

sampai je rumah dia, tetibe ternampak dia pakai baju melayu. ternampak? haha okay. he look mcm cute sikit. i prefer him w baju melayu. not jeans with cap. no no no k. hehe i love you dd :*

so sekarang, dah habis beraya, duduk rumah study. bulan 10 dah final. soooo freak. okay. takutnyaa :( hmph, i think thats all. toodles. sorry tau lmbt update? next update maybe on /nov something. till then, byee ~

i love love love love love love love my man. no one could ever love you as much as i did. you know? hahaha. bye!

magnificent, undescribable feels.

ahh such a goo day! splendid i tell ya..

first memang mood tak ada gila babi. asik gaduh je dengan boyfriend. fuck ahh kan? then boyf ajak buka luar, i was like okay lahh.

then pukul 3.30pm boyf fetch me and amik his friend, then gerak JJ AEON Bukit Tinggi. sebab takut tak sempat reserve tempat dekat Pizza Hut.. so datang datang, fuhh ada tempat! legaaa nya! then sementara tunggu tu, jalan jalan pusing shopping mall tu. haha memang penat aku cakap kau. 3 jam 30 minit. kau gilaaaaa?! PENAT TAU!

HEHE. last last, lepak Cotton On tengok sale. Ya allah berbulunya aku tengok satu vans ni! sumpah!!!! then dd tengok aku semacam je. tetibe, dia kata "amik lah" aku mcm segan. aku cakap ah "haa? taknak ahh" then dia amikk kan jugak, smbil berkata "amik cepat! dah jom pergi bayar.." heheh aku senyum sampai telinga k!

:p

jelesh tak? atotot sayangnya aku dekat lelaki ciptaan Allah yang tinggi lampai tu! hah~ penat berjalan, dd nak secret recipe, semua suruh aku beli. mengadaa! amik 1 slice of oreo cheese, ingat nak share masa buka dekat pizza nanti. hmm..

sampai nya pengkhiran azan maghrib, alhamdulilah, semua berbuka :] aku, dd and his friends paling lambat buka! heheh bajet baikk ahh :]

lalala, then dah habis makan hanta his friend balik, lepastu dd nak anta aku balik, masa otw tu, ada accident berlaku depan mata aku dengan dd. Ya Allah, tuhan aje yang tahu betapa hilangnya semangat aku time tu! korang tahu aku pernah mengalami benda yang sama kan? sumpah serik!

taknak lagi!

menggigil aku. then aku pegang tangan dd yang tengah bawak kereta tu. heheh takut sangat! seramm! kaki orang tu hancur. kau fikir apa?!! argh! astaghfirullahhalazim :[

sabar. mengucap syuhada.

then tak lama tu dd hantar balik. aku senyum je sampai balik rumah, sebab dapat vans! nyehehe auw! vans aku lebih kurang mcam ni. akan ku simpan sampai mati. nyehehe! nak buat raya lah! apa lagii. jeles tak? scha jeles gila babi tau. haha okay bye all assalamualaikum :]

12.8.2011

thats the date. the due date. dah lama aku tunggu. akhirnya tiba juga. HEHE. 2 years anniversary dengan dd. alhamdulilah everything is fine :) more mature in relationship. ahh i love him so asdfghjkl much. sometimes everything turn upside down, but no real relationship is perfect. i just hope this hold much longer. might buka puasa with him tomorrow. ingat nak celebrate masa jumaat tu, but he's working. but esok tak tau nak buka dkt mana, I ada bg cadangan, but dd tu tak reing responsive. ahh last last I buat bodoh je. kalau dia rasa nak celebrate, dia akan arrange semua benda. HEH. jahatnya aku kan? :]

okay school was okay. double fun. we had tadarus al-quran. that excites me. hah i feel so tiny. result untuk exam latest ni, was haih to the haih. terukk! so far tak ada yang fail. ya allah, mcm mana lah SPM nanti :[

esok nak pegi shopping baju raya kot? mak cakap lah. tak tau jadi ke tak. jalan jammed kan? tu yang malas tu. ahh. ehh someone is stalking my blog. ahh how lovely you are! melts me strangers. hehe. okay lahh thats all for now.

i love all. regards, HAPPY RAMADHAN with love.

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hey all. assalamualaikum. hihi :p lama tak update right? school was fine and fun. sometimes mcm F. oh well, tonight pengumuman puasa. happy ramadhan all :) *tak sabar nak terawih* nyehehe.

this tuesday, im having an exam, so yeah, btter get all prepared right? besides, Aida is my classmates now. so im not in my comfort zone now. im currently reading novel baru, tajuknya "dia lebih mengerti" written by Norhayati Berahim.

start baca pagi tadi and malam ni, baru habis. haaaaaaaaaa penat~ kene habis kan today jugak, sbb exam da dekat. hehe well, nak study lagi kan :p oh my god cerita tu sumpah best gila macm asdfghjkl okay? tak tipu niiii. Abid tu mcm sweeeeeeeeeeettttttttttttttt nak mampus. tapi endingnya buat my tears falling down by itself k. heheh *melayan* whatever, tapi cerita tu best! i worth it :p

sedapnya tengok starbucks tu kan? ergh. lama dah tak minum sejak boypreng tak belanja. hahaha :p okay lah bye. will update soon tau! love all :)

p/s : i take a chances and risk at the same time by updating this.

jangan baca yang atas ni. aku je yang faham. hahaha lalala :*

okay. today was stressful. my visitors is increasing, hehe so happy i am! Facebook is being upgrade, so i update this to break the boredom.

teacher give tonnes of homework. aku bengang gila dengan cikgu english tu like, asdfghjkl! dia suruh buat 11 essay, and hantar esok. say whattttttttttt? ```` kan? kalau korang? mesti tak datang, atau skip class kan? aku rasa baik skip class. ergh.

gamba atas tu, comel tak? eheheheh. hari ni pergi carik bahan oral w/ Aida, then bail tu thought nak lepak dengan Muhammad Firdhous tuu, but dia tido. call punya call, 6.30 baru bangun. aiyerrrrrr -,- dah tak sempat ah, dah nak maghrib. i miss him :/

hehe mak boyfriend kita tu cakap, muka kita mcm cina. maybe kita ikut nenek kita kot. hahahah :D

ok bye!

hello. i had a holiday today. no school. we had a fight last night so i decide to absent. it is affecting everything. ugh.. okay now, i don't know why everyone is being so mean towards me, why they hate me so bad? :/ first, mom and now boyfriend. i miss him for god sake. i don't know what is going on between us. I miss him :'(

everyday was very thrilled to me. all things is beyond my control. everything annoyed me. ughhh ;/ i just can die already. it wasn't easy to pretend that nothing is going on. it is so hard to hold my ego's wall. it hurts me. a lot :(why do i have to go through all this? this is too hard.. but i am pleased with all this. God knows everything..

i miss us. i love you wholeheartedly. i'm hoping tomorrow would be nice to me. goodnight loves :(