2012 scenarios.

assalamualaikum all. evening :) first thing of all, sorry sangat dah janji nak update tapi i can't :( i'm having spm this year, so jadual tu memang super pack i tell you. hmph. too tired dol. not enough sleep, social network lagi lah. worse. i can't imagine how busy i am on August and the following months. arrrghh! but i see my viewers tetap meningkat, rajin korang bukak. heh loves lah. xxx. act banyak nak cerita, but where do i start? hahahah too many!!!!

school- went well. nice classmate. interesting teacher except Biology. i love the subjct, but the teacher made me turn off :( others was fine. super fine.

life- not pretty good. get exhausted very often. ho do i get rid of it?

love life- won't say anything. i didn't focused on that, really. i just in love with my books. that all.


my english suck big time. too ashamed of that. help....
okay tu je nak cakap, will update tapi maybe bulan 1, 2013. hahaha.

okay, i've to pick Iqmal up, sent Hasanah's shirt, revision, homework, jogging and badminton at 8pm. how pack right? ugh. till then, assalamualaikum.

ps: still in love with Izzaq, hahahaha.

howdy

Futsal went well. Really well. but its kinda awkward. fun tho. okay sambung esok bye

He always knew.

Spent my half day with Muhammad Firdhous, ze loves one. His niece and nephew are soo cute tau.we went and buy bubble for them. Best. But i didnt have my time alone with him. Heheh, i mean, nak manjee manje lah k. Ishh :p he is the best, i tell you. Sweetest thing of all. I love you so much sayang. You has returned :') Allah knew that i'll need you now and forever. You tahu je apa yang i suka, you manja kan i, you layan my mengada ngada punya perangai. Hahaha and ada satu hari tu, dia suruh kejut nak pegi keje, but then i woke up late, calling him, dia dah ontheway. Alalala i feel guilty until now. But still, i takkk puas jumpa you tadi, mana hilang rindu doh.. Dah berapa bulan siot tak jumpa?!! Might meeting him tomorrow, Insyaallah. I swear, don't make this happiness gone, B. I love you so asdfghjkl much!!! You've changed and i like the new you! Totally. Can we start all over again? Hahaha, stay with me forever handsome! Xx


P/s: Tadi dekat rumah you, i nak terkencing sesangat gila babi, but muka i chill je, sebab i segan ada family you. Nasib lah boleh tahan lagi. Hahahahahahaha!

5 Dis.

He notice me!!! Finally. hehe all my effort has been done. he is the sweetest thing of all, you know who you are. thak you for everything. i am the happiest girl on earth, and one da i'll reach by eye-to-eye. hehehe just wait!!!

you and i were totally different. our world is very far apart. how can we collide. our ages, mind, thinking, thoughts would never be the same. i thought you were different, just different from the others. the other jerks. but i'm wrong. you are totally the same! i expect too much from you. and now i'm on the verge of breaking down knowing how much you hurt me. you have your world and i hve mine. passion would bring us nowhere. i guess my heart has move on, but i was wrong. this goddamn heart is still wanting you, so badly. you'll never know. sometimes god give me strength, but its just not enough. idk. dk wtf is wrong. i've try. i've hurt. tooooo much. only god knows how much, but my soul still need you. i miss evrything abt you. i don't care how much tears fall for you, i just want you. notice me. why so hard? maybe god doesn't want us to be together but, hmph. fxck!

you was the only exception for me, but it has gone forever. your name has crossed my heart. so it would remain until i don't even know when. i hate you. but i can't be mad at you for too long bcs i miss you. y u no feel this? i love evrything abt you. now i know, i'll never be your girl, that one ucky girl. i'll stop hoping for nothing. goodbye.

RINDU IZZAQ FARIS RAMLAN FROM KEMAMAN, TERENGGANU. 21 YEARS OLD. BYE