RINDU IZZAQ FARIS RAMLAN FROM KEMAMAN, TERENGGANU. 21 YEARS OLD. BYE

Ssup?

Hi, ssup? hello december. sorry i've changed my link. for some reasons, i think it was privacy. my own privacy. I'm sorry for those yang tak tahu. hehehe macam lah my blog ni ada visitor, kalau ada why not kan. just for fun. Holidays torture me. A lot. well thanks. i cry, think, sleep, eat too much. i'm not oftenly happy like how i am when i'm at school. fuuuuuuuu holidays! i miss my bfffffff. no i didn't. but yes, i did. wth.

i'm no longer i am. i mean, i'm not like before. someone changed me. after all, i change. i become more heartless and feelingless i guess? i don't like this. been stalking Izzaq 24/7 and now i just found out that he got his own choice already :( nama perempuan tu "syaza" oh mai god i'm so fucking bloody jealous of her and how izzaq layan her. kill me now pls? hm :( i can jump of a building rn!! but who am i? you can ask whoever in Klang, mesti diorang tak kenal. lagi izzaaq. fffff! that is why i become so different. spend more time in room. alone. always. it makes me feel better. but i didn't laugh often. idk why, something fishy is going on in my heart. i spend lots of time w mom. she makes me feel incredible.

I HATE MY LOVE LIFE. i wish i was never born k. world is cruel, unfair! i'm regret. really.

i'm still dissapointed abt izzaq. ugh. i hate everyone. Aku dah macam tak ada perasaan tau? entah sampai bila. i'll just move on. i think thats all. banyak nak cerita, but i have no words. clueless pulak hujan hujan ni. sigh. bye.

note-to-self: dear heart, please just move just move the fuck on k? thanks.

note-to-self: don't stop being robot.

Duhh.

I can't stop thinking about Izzaq. like really, asik nak tgk je muka dia. hmph. kenapa entah. Harimau Malaya dah tak ada game. next game bapak lama. errr. okay. tapi aku still setia dengan Izzaq. dia baru selamat operation lutut kiri. Alhamdulilah. Love you forever, heart crush.

Such a celebration!

Congratulations Harimau Malaya! after all, we win! Tapi kesian si Izzaq injured. Omg he's so cute masa amik piala tu, he smile i melt. he smile, i melt.. he smile i melt. sumpah i'm in love with him. Jaga kaki tu baik2 okay sayang? nanti dah balik Malaysia boleh jumpa i. Me miss you :* hehheee. i hope i dream of you tonight. Goodnight Izzaq, nanti dah sampai LCCT call i tau? I datang jemput. betul, tak tipu. hahaha. God, I love you baby.

New Lover.

Love me as who i am ♥

the heck.

accounts project done baby! after all, my perniagaan was rugi, hahaha. wtv who give shit!! asalkan aku siap ye tak? i can free my mind without all those nightmares and the "deadline" hehehehe. but i'm currently babysitting Iqmal. ugh. visit Arina and Amani just now. cute like always k k k k :B heh. I AM BORED TO DEATH ACTUALLY NOW! tengok ayat aku pun dah tahu rght? hmph. maybe i should get myself some rest. Or maybe i should start working during this holidays. i can earn my own money. watcha say? I can't wait for OMBAK RINDU, LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN 2 and TEE-SHIRT CLASS. Tee shirt classs ftw! it was like sort of jersey. so called jersey lah, with our name behind it. and of course Number! hehehe my number wasn't really well-known number, nak amik number sama dengan Aidil Zafuan yang tomeyyy tuh, but orang dah chop dulu. Ish. Suck it. but Nvm, i'll make MY number go well-known. ahahah. drivving was okay. my growth mcm stunted je? Kaki ni bila lah nak panjang sikit. ughhhhhhhhh it was retarded okay being short! that was the worst part of my life, being short. no joke. today was like panas gila. maybe i shouldn't waste my fossil fuel, my energy and my skin to be exposed to the sun by lepak outside with ze girls. i'll go dark man! okay broadband dah putus. shittt! erghhh, okay i connect it back already. i should go and make love with my bed. Till then byee~